Maybe you came to Blossom By Being because you’re going through one of the most difficult seasons you’ve ever walk through. Your life seems to be defined by a series of events that has changed everything for you. Or maybe you’re addressing a traumatic part of your past you can’t avoid anymore. Or perhaps you’ve just been living with a general unsettledness and heaviness related to unresolved hurts.

I know you may be having some incredibly raw emotions. You might feel angry, unfairly treated, or paralyzed by pain. Or maybe a lot of those feelings are buried. You seem to be doing all right for the most part. Yes, every now and then strong feelings rise to the surface. But honestly, you don’t really want those feelings to reveal something else that needs to be tended to, talked about, dealt with, or forgiven.

Whatever the details of your situation, if you feel stuck with circumstances and feelings you can’t control, I understand. If you’re at an utter loss at how to take even a tiny step forward from where you are today. If you feel scared that you’re hurting too much to ever be healed enough to see beautiful again.

I get all of that. I really do. I have felt a combination of all those things. I would be lying if I told you it’s not a place I lived for a very long time.

If I can be honest for me, working through those thoughts and feelings, and processing the pain tangled with them, took time. So much time.

These moments of reflection have become a place to write and process all I am learning and feeling. I want to walk with you through the process, as much as I can through what I call journaling.

Though we aren’t seated at the table or desk together today, God is, and he has left you a seat. His Son Jesus, as well as your Sister in Christ myself knows what it is to process what your going through in a safe place. Just like Jesus had His father, so do we have access to the throne of healing.

Together we can move towards trusting God with our hearts and discovering the beauty He has for us through the Father’s love.

We’ll begin by just naming where we are. We’re all bringing our feelings, pain, hurts to the table where the Father sits, waiting to hear our thoughts and feelings & pains.

I challenge you to Read Ephesians 4:7 “But to each one of us grace has been given as Christ apportioned it.”

I want to share with you, that everything that we go through might come and go as a roller-coaster, but this scripture is amazing because He allows us to know that leaning into what Jesus has already done, has allowed His grace for us to flow freely through us.

Be encouraged, my sister & brother in Christ, God is right at the table with you. I cannot wait to start the process towards your healing.